As You Can Tell...

Life has been rough on me lately.

I feel like I have maybe complained a bit. I am not happy with that fact, but its there.

In these rough times I don't want to be someone who only views the burdens and not

the blessings, because I don't want to spread that bad attitude.

I am on empty a bit lately. One difficult thing after another can do that to a person.

Sympathy is not what I am seeking when sharing how life has been hard,

because everyone is going through something. I don't like to share the negative so much.

Thats why more often than not you will hear me talking about makeup or hair or my

little nieces or my new little nephew.

I feel like people think I am an air head or flighty because I talk up these aspects to avoid

the others. It seems to me that people get sick of hearing that prayers weren't answered

the way we all wanted. Then it feels like people think its your fault for not hearing good news!

I am a small HUMAN part of this world. Life doesn't begin or end at me. Thank God!

And as you can tell, I am taking a break from being someone with answers.

For a while I think I am going to be a person with questions, seeking after the Lord

with my whole heart, seeking hope and a future.

Pray for me and if you let me know you need it... I'll pray for you too.