You see, I just had a miscarriage.
I lost my baby before I got to know that I had one growing inside me.
This is not the first miscarriage that went this way either.
To some it might seem stupid to be so sad about this, but to me its not.
I have been hoping for a baby for a while now and I was hoping that this
is the spring my prayers get answered.
Its been hard because so many of my friends and relatives are having babies
and getting to grow their families, while I am waiting.
A beautiful little life that I would have loved so much is gone.
Oh this hurts so much! I don't even want to imagine how much worse it would have felt if I knew I was having a baby and lost it!
I know God has a reason. He must have such a good reason, but I can't help asking why!?!?!
Right now it just doesn't feel fair!
So if you're reading this, please pray for me and pray for Michael. Because this hurts and I wouldn't wish this situation for anyone.
Oh I am so sorry! I will be praying for you!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear of your loss--I know you and Michael have been hoping to have a child and that you have so much love to offer a child. I will be praying for you--and it definitely is not stupid to be sad about a miscarriage--a very understandable sorrow=(
ReplyDeleteIt is very understandable (and normal) to be feeling that way! I'm sorry to hear about this!! I know God has something great planned for you guys and I know how frustrating it can be not knowing...and waiting...for what seems like forever. You are both in my prayers - hang in there and hope you are feeling better soon.
ReplyDeleteThank you for being such good friends to me! I really appreciate the support. To be honest I was afraid to share so early after what happened, but I am glad that I did. God is really blessing me with the sight of all the people who care about me.
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